Monday, October 27, 2008

Ping, Ping, Ping!

I am still having that stabbing sensation behind my browbone. The pressure in my head feels like a constant. One way to try to describe it, I guess, it that my brain feels swollen. I have sinus pressure in my face. My nose, cheekbones & forehead... maybe I'm not over being sick afterall, but I don't feel like this is a cold stirring back up, nor a sinus infection. Could be wrong, but this feels like that pressurized feeling my head gets from time to time. It hurts. I keep catching myself clenching my teeth from tensing up because of the pain. I'm trying to concentrate on relaxing my facial muscles, along with the rest of my body..... difficult though.

My shoulder pain has deminished significantly today, although I can feel it a great deal across my shoulder blades so it may only be a matter of time before it rolls down my arm again. I feel weak & tired, but I did sleep better last night. Once I was finally able to get to sleep, that is. ;)

It is still pretty difficult to walk. Wish I knew where my dang cane is... I misplaced it recently. Hadn't needed to use it since August. I'm hoping I didn't leave it somewhere. It's one of those foldup kind so I can keep it in a bag, but then have it if I need it. Most times I avoid using it because of my stuborn pride. I'm an idiot sometimes. I sure could use it today though.

My neck is still really hurting, and it's spreading into my upper back as well as up the back of my head... great. *rolls eyes*

I'm hungry, but I don't feel like eating. I have no desire to put something into my mouth, yet my stomach is growling. Maybe it's because in my mind, I know I will likely get sick to my stomach after I eat. I will eat... something. I know I have to take care of myself, and I am, but right now, the thought of eating anything is just a bit less than appetizing. :(

I homeschool,.... the stabbing pain in my browbone is making it difficult to even look at the books today. But, I must. Shortly, I think I will have to consider another nap though. *ugh* It feels like there's a tiny little dude in my head and he's using a jackhammer on my eye! *OW!*

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