Thursday, March 01, 2007

I Need Fresh Air...

I haven't done much posting here lately, and I suppose it has had a lot to do with the life changes that are happening right now. I'm struggling to find the words.

I don't really know what to say. This is something I've kept to myself all of these years, with the exception of a small circle of close family & friends, and I do mean a very small circle. It is still not my intention to plaster all the ugliness 'out there' for everyone to see.

It does make it difficult to stand my ground though when so many people form opinions & base judgements off of what I consider to be a severe lack in information. I strongly feel that there are some of those individuals out there that should just simply trust that I wouldn't make this sort of decision in haste. Alas, there are those that are set in their ways or beliefs, and regardless of what good reasons I may have, they condemn the action I'm taking.

I do not desire for anyone to take sides in this, nor do I wish to set anyone against Scott, but people just do not know the history here. I simply wish that more people, that I have also considered my friends, would trust me and more importantly, respect me.

This has not been an easy decision, but it has been a long time coming. As I've said before, there comes a point in your life where you have to ask yourself, "When is enough, enough?". Well, I've had enough,... and I need some fresh air.

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