I'll never eat another calzone!

So we went out to dinner,.. and we both decided to get calzones. Mine vegetarian, of course. Well, they were huge, and steaming hot, and before I go on let me just add in here that the day before yesterday Scott & I made the poor decision to view an online video of some clips from an open-heart procedure,................. big mistake. Anyway, so as I cut into my calzone, the steam of course escaped, but instantly reminded me of the steam that rose as the heart (in the video) was seared and cauterized. Well, it just went downhill from there with all the marinera sauce..... all I could think about was Scott's heart (which is pretty much all I think about lately now), and the more I looked at my plate, the more & more it looked like a chopped up heart to me. This probably sounds rediculous, but I finally had to push it away and have the waitress remove it from the table because I was both tearing up and feeling sick to my stomach at the same time. Rediculous or not, however, I will never eat another calzone!